i am in desperate need of a diet.
seriously. so so dead.

and all of a sudden...
i feel like having my own business, a boutique or something...something to do with fashion.
suddenly, i wish i did a fashion design course...i feel like making clothes....
i wanna earn my own moneyyyyyyyyy!and have my own businesss...!

I THINK I'VE GROWN UP. i never thought of owning my own business since forever. but i just had the sudden urge to do it. I cant sleep cuz I cant stop thinking of it for 2 hours!i sort of think my business idea might workk.
i cant wait to tell my bestie & my mom about it. i wonder what they would think...

FOUNTAIN SHOW AT DUBAI MALL! its a must watch.. it happens every night and every 20 minutes i thinkkk.. seriously AMAZING...
best place to watch.... FRIDAYS AT DUBAI MALL! my fave place to eat in Dubai mall too.lol but always have to wait damn long to get the balcony seats.!

& i love love love like super super love my new camera!
& pardon my photography skills. am still learning hehehehe:P
i promise i'll get better:D!

i dont understand.
why is it that some ppl decides to get close to u and once u make them a good friend, a part of you, they decide to totally ignore u?????
WHY IS IT SO? i really really dont understand. I felt like im being betrayed of my feelings or something,
argghhh
i feel so lost and depressed.
I NEED NEW FRIENDS here in dubai. All i have is Aishah & Nat & imm, now aishah's on a holiday.. i miss her loads.
i get super depressed i got no one to talk to. i need real ppl to talk to!like a real person sitting in front of me and to gimme a hug when i need one:(
everyone is eiither too old or too busy!Nat's always busy & Imm's the idiot who totally decides to ignore me when i need him! FML seriously. i dont know what is wrong with this guy!super disapointed with him.
im soo sick of being around the same ppl & the same old drama,,I NEED FRIENDS OUTSIDE WORK.
how do i get these 'friends'? FML mann.big time.

Have you ever wonder what you are living for?
Recently i have been asking myself this question alot. I mean dont worry its not like im commiting suicide or something...
I just feel that i am living for the sake of living, working for the sake of working.. MY LIFE IS JUST SOOO BORING!!!!
I dont even know the purpose of doing this. I mean i know the purpose but is it worth doing?
Work... i wouldnt say i dont enjoy , but i just get bored of it so easily.
If only i have my 2 day weekend off instead of one!
And im stuck in this so called Villa. Everywhere u go u need a taxi. Damn mafan, damn ex. Everyone else is staying in downtown.
I wish they paid me more. It seems like i dont have enough to spend. I WANT MORE MONEYYY.
and... I WANNA GO BACK TO NOTTS.
everyone on facebook is being tagged on party picturesss. I NEED TO PARTY OR I'LL BLOW ONE DAY.
Haih, even if i keep complaining, i still wont get to party, still no pay rise, still cant get outta here. I feel so helpless I cant do anything to help myself. Well, welcome to Dubai. This is my Dubai life. I wanna request to move out but i dunno whether i should.. everything is just so....'mao dun'
SIGH SIGH SIGH. you see, i like my villa, it's comfy and the area are not messed up like downtown bur dubai which u have all the ah neh neh.
IM NOT RACIST. but u know what i mean righttt.

next week im going camping. quite excited about it...but another weekend gone. I NEED TIME FOR MYSELF. I miss how i used to lay around in bed the whole day.. now i cant do it.. cuz i only have 1 day off and i cant afford to waste my time like this.:(
and i hope the weather wont get cooler in two weeks time (altho i think it definitely will) cuz i wanna go to Wild Wadi!
been planning to go ever since the 1st day im in dubai but we keep delaying it!
right,.. i need to sleep.work tomorrow. nice.

thats why im doing this.....




Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
- my mother bugging me

What would you do if you saw the last person you kissed?
- say hi.lol

Who was the last person you stayed up on the phone 'til 2 AM?
- dont remember! havent been boiling phone porridge  in ages

Have you ever had your heart broken?
- sort of

Do you have any weird inside jokes?
- yeah..hahah

Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette?
- definitely

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
- sort of but whatever.

What was the highlight of this week or what will be?
- I got paid haha.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
- Nope.

Do you have alcohol in your house?
- Yes.

Have you ever wanted something you couldn't have?
- Yeahhh.always

What's the number one thing you want in life right now?
- more money,& to be slimmer! & my internet to stop disconnecting me!

What was on your mind mostly today?
- no money:(

Are you a morning person or a night person?
- Night person.

Where is the next place you will travel to?
- Singapore most prolly.. then Dubai!

Have you cried today at all?
- nope


What is your favorite color?
- Black or red or green

What was the last thing you bought?
- KFC. and i was just talking about going on a diet wtf right

Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you talked to?
- vincent

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
- LOL cant remember..oh oh yes i do! the day when i was flying back from london..i think it was at kings cross station..i seriously wanted to punch tht black woman..

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
- Nope.ooh i can try now

Do you talk in your sleep?
- hahahahah yes i do.. tht was what i was told. i find it weird!

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- i wouldnt know really

If you were offered to smoke some weed right now, would you?
- nope

Where did you get the shirt your wearing from?
- forgot.lol

Have you held hands with anyone this week?
- Nope.

Do you and your best friend look anything alike?
- hahahahah i dont think so?

It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
- uhmmmm no idea...

Whats the last movie you watched?
- TRANSFORMERS!!!

Are you talking to someone while doing this?
- NO cuz the damn internet is disconnected! like the 1000th time of the night.

Have anything to say to someone?
- kind of?

Are you going to have a good night?
- my night is over. the day is coming.lol!

What is something that you realized today?
- im fucking fat.!

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
- err dont know...

How late did you stay up last night and why?
- 2am.. its a habit

What do you currently hear right now?
- nothing...

Do you smoke crack everyday?
- nope

Who was the first person you talked to today?
- my mom..

Have you ever cried so much you threw up?
- Nope.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
- NOTHING.x( its all work

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
- uhm prolly not

What's something you do when you're mad?
- uhmmmmm i'll be sarcastic and rude and i'll just keep yapping/complaining non stop lol

Are you a patient person?
- id like to think so...

Would you rather be mad or sad ?Why?
- mad

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
- why not..

Do you ever use words like stoked, souped or sick?
- Not really..

i is seriously in need of a diet.
yes D.I.E.T.

people are so skinny & glamorous these days...

and i am so fat & unglamorous. FML

i feel so fat that i hate myself sometimes!

argh.

party-ied 5 days in a row now.
not gonna do it today!
shittttt im soo fucking exhausted!and i cant sleep long!the worst thing is i keep waking up every 2 fucking hours its annoying!
i think cuz im too tired thats why i get these frequent wakes..
argh i dunno but anyhows its bloody irritating.
and guess what...
i m fucking broke!
im not like enitrely broke thou..its just tht i passed my spending limit.
now i wont have much money when i go back!:(((((((((
i shdunt be even spending so much. and its on party & club tickets.even buying clothes is better.
and yesterday we fucking got ripped off after the karaoke!
hell. 20 fucking pounds per person!the bill came up to 231pounds last night!
fucking hell expensive...
ughhh im so vulgar fuck fuck fuck i really wanna yell CCB, LJ, KKB(i think u'll know what they stand for)
i need to stop this!thanks to my sayang maggie.CCB LJ KKB!
but ytd was whoaaaaaaa.
all i can say is whoaaaaaa.
tommy had a fit on the bills when it came. he was soo fcking drunk.
but i actually thought 20 pounds was ok..i wudnt mind if i wasnt broke.
but since im broke im gonna cmplain here as well.
but seriously 20 pounds per person for fucking karaoke is like super expensive lor!
when the bills came keith also got a shock.
i know this is england you'd say eveything is expensive..englands really not tht expensive..
tht fucking restaurant charged us for 231 pounds lehhhh per night. and its not even close to posh,.the restaurant looks damn cheap.. worst than cheap!
&& even british keith was so shocked to see the bill.he's british & he's complaining tht its fcuking fucking fucking expensive.

anywayssss
i'll stop ranting about tht..
i'll tell u waht i saw ytd..
lols
keith & this other british dude.. ffs i forgot the other dudes name..
ahhh david! now i remember.
they fucking sang chinese song.
they bloody know all the lyrics by heart and can sing to evrey fcking jay chou & lee hom song.
they cant read chinese thou.
marg & i were like stunned...
we're like " we might as well go jump off this building, they sing chinese song better than us.LMAO"
and wentao was like "zhe ge bu gou gao, yao tiao shang qu tiao"hahah
seriously tht was a fcking surprise. its like i thought the ang moh dudes joining us, sure they will be bored to death. but hell no. they hung on to the mic all night.rofl.!

anywayssssssss i might just go down to cook..
i have like plenty of food in my fridge
i dont think i can even finish.
i mean i definitely will not able to finish by next week.
lucky khairi, julian they all will happily help me eat them up when they return from italy.
i need to a plan for this week.
a plan tht i dont end up going out spending money!!!!
yes packing!
but fck i hate packing!my rooms a mess.
but no matter what im going to rock city this thursday its my last time before flying home!
:(((((
i'll fucking miss rock cityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

and im addicted to this song!!!



bloody good i hope they play it in the club in kl. but i doubt so.
well unless i go to where arzuk deejays & ask him to play this.
and tht guy...fcking went missing for a week.=_="""""""""""


this post is full of fucks.lols sorry for the vulgarness
im not usually like tht.
hahha kbye for fuck sake.


-after reading again its actually not so vulgar rightttt hahahah

this week has been super fun and tiring!
but its all worth it!
the joy of having absolutely nothing to do and just having fun!
went to alton towers last week and this week
absolutely mental i tell u!
the ridesss are like 10 times better than genting..
hahah
cuz genting & sunway lagoon are the only themeparks ive ever been to..
sad i know..
but alton towers was great.!
and i party-ed like 3 days in a row...if i get my tickets to globar tonight it'll be the 4th day!
this is super exhaustion!
i still remember the 1st time when i came to the uk & everyone was out partying and i will be like "everyday party not tired meh?""
and now look who's the one partying hardcore style!

LOL!

and another thing is ive been spending money like water!
literally!
shit mannn....
NOT GOOD AT ALL!
i went shopping & kept eating out! and not to forget the money spent on partying & boozes..
:S
ughhh i have to get ready for laterrrr drink the bar dryyyyy!
i am so gonna drink the bar dry!
but i havent got my ticketssss so tiring ! cudnt even wake up at 11 to get my tickets and now its sold out!
and at 730 they're selling again so marg and i have to go there and line up.
i think the whole uni is gonna be there tonight massive massive end of term partayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

ok i have about 20 mins to prepareeeee shit!no time!
 

u wanna know whyyyy??
cuz i wanna play kiddy japanese games on my DS.!
there are so many cool kiddy games on ds!!
but why why why all japanese!
i shud have took jap classes in uni!i have to when i come back to uni next year!
or shud i get a crash course when im home in kl??
lol impossible.. only 1 month!
anywayssssssss...... yes kiddy games.. im almost 22 & stil plays kiddie games.
HEIL ANNA! LOL!

fun with photobooth!

fake meditation!


lol

hence.....


love the colours.. i didnt edit anything or whatsoever... the colour turns out good with the sun light:D
my photobooth can be crappppp sometimes.. yet sometimes can be damn good.


oh and .....

i've got a new discovery!!!

didnt know photobucket is capable of doing this!lol
u can stick stickers all over your picture.LOL

see how bored i was!



LOL:D